COCK TRAINING

i worship Master's cock. This is no secret to any who read here, i am sure. The mystery may be: How was this attitude of extreme reverence gained?

Surely i was predisposed to enjoy sucking cock and always held the male member in high regard. Some might say i was quite the virtuoso cock sucker. Without understanding my true nature, it allowed me to offer service, but at the same time detach myself from and control the level of intimacy i shared with my chosen partner. As a matter of rule, i wouldn't swallow cum. (too intimate!) Now i do everything i am capable of doing to gain the privilege of drinking every drop of cum Master chooses to bless me with, at His will.

i do not know if my Owner saw thru this attempt to control from our earliest encounters but i do know He very quickly began to exploit this basic drive to swallow His beautiful cock into His most effective training method. He has established cock as a method of control, discipline and reward. My cock training has proceeded in a quite methodical, consistent manner. It is now a most basic part of Master's routine, like showering or brushing His teeth.

i no longer suck cock, however. My mouth has become one of Master's three fucking orifices. When the gift of cock is offered to me, it is placed in my mouth and i quickly begin massaging with my throat and wait for direction from Master as to His pleasure. Sometimes it is merely given to remind me of my place or to reward me for good behavior. At times, cock is used as a pacifier to soothe me when Master wants me to focus and calm my mind and spirit. Cock is used as a non medicinal sleep aid. If i am restless, cock will be placed in my mouth with the command "Still."


If i am to be used for service, cock will begin to grow and i will be allowed to continue my worship with more vigorous expressions of devotion to that which consumes my focus. Everything else falls away and i am totally attuned to the desire of Master and the pleasure of His use of my mouth for His needs. Sometimes He chooses long, slow deep throat penetration. Other times He is more forceful and rams His hard cock deep into my mouth with great energy and speed. However He chooses to take His pleasure i am completely in tune with His use.

The separation between U/us falls away. My mouth, tongue, and throat become a mere extension of His hot, throbbing member. W/we become ONE as i melt into His control and Ownership. He holds my hair, at times, or my leash and controls my movements. i am forced onto His flesh and He drives it deep into my face. Other times, He may be in a gentle mood and will softly caress my face with His hand as He holds my wrist with His other hand and moves smoothly and lovingly in and out of my mouth, speaking to me with possessive affection. "My good girl. What a good cock sucker you are! Do you like having your Master's cock in your mouth? Good slave!"



The training is done so regularly and with such variety that i am never able to anticipate how i will be used. i might think since i have been fucked or whipped earlier that Master will decide He has no use for me when W/we go to bed. This, however, has proven to be a misassumption on my part. It seems the more Master uses His slave, the greater His desire for service becomes.

i am a somewhat spoiled and indulged slave, by my Master's choice. This indulgence does not extend to slacking off on cock training. My attitude of complete submission, respect and gratitude for cock is a hard and fast imperative. i am trained to view cock as my greatest privilege. If i have displeased Master somehow, i will either be denied cock or given "discipline" cock.

i would not say i am given cock "punishment", other than denial when i am being restricted. But if i do not offer the level of service Master expects i will be given face slaps and will have cock forced so deeply into my throat that my breath is blocked. i am held without air until i have time to consider that i breathe at Master's will. His cock, which is my greatest pleasure can also be used in a brutal way if that is His desire. A massive cock in the hands of a natural sadist is a thing of beauty but can also be His most effective torture device! Discipline is truly "training" to Master's preference and reminder of my place and status: property. Cherished property, to be sure, but property which is given value by training and use.


Master's cock training has established a level of control that extends to all aspects of O/our relationship. i do all that i can to earn the reward of cock. i love to melt into that special ONENESS that defines intimacy for me now. i loose touch with where i end and He begins, until He chooses to define the separation by slapping or hair pulling or restriction. i know as much as Master hates whining and whimpering, when He hears me begging for cock He knows His training has been worth all the time, effort and energy He has devoted to developing the perfect attitude of worship in His property.

Thank You, MJ, for being true to Your vision of slavery and allowing me the grace of Your cock training to be the slave YOU desire. It is my privilege to worship Your cock.