~MORE COCK WORSHIP~

This slave has been trained to view Master's cock as a gift. When and how this gift will be given is completely controlled by Master. A large part of my training is having it withheld when *i* request it. i am not permitted to be a greedy slave. If i ask for cock i am denied at the time of the request and moved away from my joy. Master has a great deal of self-control and while He enjoys the use of His slave, He also has a larger goal for U/us. He intuitively knows by controlling the source of slave's pleasure He is giving a deeper, richer sense of safety to His property. i know since Master can control Himself, i am safe within His control of me. The sense of trust deepens. i learn to most eagerly and gratefully accept the cock when allowed the pleasure of enjoying it.

My night cock training continues even as Master struggles with exhaustion from His heavy work load. Again, i do not know when He will choose to continue this instruction so i am always very, very happy and eager to "get it right" when He decides He will use my mouth to caress His cock. He will place a pillow near Him, touch me and give the command "DOWN". i know to immediately assume the position to accept the gift. W/we have struggled with me falling asleep and beginning to clench my jaw and Master has changed His response to this. Previously the cock was taken from me on the second occurrence. Now the first hint of teeth is met with a sound slap and each further with increasing force, leash tugging and hair pulling. These are not pleasant for me, either physically or emotionally, as i know i have displeased my Master. The worst is when i hear "BAD!!" Usually this is followed with the cock being removed from my mouth and a command of "Stay" with me being forced to lie so close to my joy but unable to touch or taste it. Master knows this is an effective punishment as well as training method to reinforce the power of the cock.

Last night Master was very, very tired and went to bed early and did not command me to follow. This is somewhat unusual as usually i am required to accompany Him to bed for a variety of reasons. He may wish to use me or train me. He does not wish me to stay up too late and become unbalanced. He does not wish me to feel independent or as if i have the right to choose.

i came into the darkened room and slipped into the bed so as not to disturb my Owner. i settled myself and thought He was sleeping. i feel Him moving a pillow and issuing the command "cock". i am overjoyed with this privilege!! i move quickly to assume the position and take Master's cock into my throat and begin gentle compressions to massage it and sense whether this session will be use or training. He had used me deeply the previous evening, expelling a massive amount of cum deep into my throat after a long session of deep throat pounding and stopping with the cock lodged deeply inside me, only to begin the use again with greater vigor.

So, i am a bit surprised when He takes my hair and begins to move me slowly up and down His beautiful shaft. i rejoice with joy over the privilege of being allowed my Owner's cock in my mouth. i follow His unspoken commands and allow Him to move me to His greatest pleasure, with my own building from the wonderful sensations of His hand on my hair and His hard member sliding so hot, in and out of my mouth. i go to that special place where i am no more, but only an extension of His body and melt into Oneness with Him who rules me.

This place is not the same as subspace from a beating or intense pain usage. This can best be described as "Bliss". Cock induced euphoria!! i sometimes wonder after these intense sessions if Master can sense my coming and going from Him by my response. i continue my worship and am brought back to earth by the touch of Master's hand as He commands me "UP" and "Over"...i am not sure if i was commanded to "present" but the idea was clearly conveyed to slave that He wished to enter me from behind. My heart raced in anticipation of what was to come! Not only had i had the privilege of mouth fucking two nights in a row, Master was now planning to allow me the gift of cock in His pussy!

i am trained to position myself on this command with my back arched and legs placed behind me so He is able to enter me extremely deeply. He holds my hair in one hand and uses the other to open His pussy. i feel the wonderful sensation of His hot cock sliding into my throbbing wetness. Master uses His cock to open me and explore my drippy cunt. He takes His time and i experience the intense rush of excitement as He moves very deeply into me and begins pressing into my cervix. This motion continues with increasing intensity until i feel myself yield and He begins opening my very core with each pounding stroke.

Master wraps His legs around mine to lock me into His embrace and pull my ass back into His cock with each stroke. Master knows His slave's nipples are extremely sensitive and reserves the use of them for times He wishes maximum response. His hand moves from my hair to my nipple and He begins rolling it between His fingers and pulling on it at each thrust into my open cervix. i can feel myself swelling and responding to Him binding me so i am not moving on my own, but an totally under His control and being used as He chooses. As i moan and whimper in both pleasure and pain, He pushes very, very deeply into me and rests the head of His amazing cock inside my cervical opening. He remains there until my breathing stills and i am only able to thank Him for owning me and using His pussy so fantastically. He responds to my thanks by tightening His grip on me and pinching my nipple until i begin to cum. Again, i wonder if He can feel the increase in wetness and contractions within my depths as He begins His pounding again. i am gone! i don't know how long He continued His use as i was lost to the ecstacy of Master's cock.

Master exploded inside me and pulled me even closer to Him as He came deep within His. i was gone into such an elated state that i could not speak. As He pulled Himself from me, i could feel myself pulsating and racked with after shocks. He moved me onto my stomach and rubbed my back and said the magic words "GOOD GIRL!"

RAPTURE!!! i laid there shaking under His hand until i could speak and then thanked Master for the gift of His magnificent cock and expressed my extreme gratitude for His ownership and use of His property. Slave drifted into blissful sleep.