COCK BLOGGING

Master put a traffic counter on His blog shortly after He set it up. i didn't pay much attention to it at first as the blog was begun primarily to help me sort out my internal working (hence, the name He chose) and allow me to put some of my challenges into a more coherent form and store them until He could deal with them in a more orderly manner and not allow them to disrupt His work.
For the most part, it has served the intended purpose, but i also find it allows me a bit of a creative outlet by finding things i think will amuse Master and combining them in a pleasing manner. Master is VERY busy now so i am not getting as much feedback as i did at the beginning but still He finds time to review what i offer and decide if He wishes to share it or not. i will admit, He finds a lot of what i offer to be rather esoteric and brain intensive...which makes Him all the more eager to post it sometimes, hoping it will float away into the ether. And remarkably, it usually does!

Which brings me back to the site counter. W/we see between 150-200 hits a day. Some are clearly random due to length of visit and some stay and read so long i think they must have left their browser open! It would appear some have become regular visitors and stop by to see if my monkey mind has popped out anything new. When i did an offering for Sugasm, the traffic went way up...and it felt a little weird. Kinda like being on display. i love to look at the map and always marvel at the diversity, geographically, of where the viewers live. Europe, Asia, the Middle East..all over the globe!

i wish W/we had begun to keep a list of the google queries that bring viewers to this page. The number one hit without question is COCK WORSHIP. My personal number one winter activity and all round favorite past time. When Master first required me to post a picture with His beautiful cock in my mouth, i was mortified. i don't consider myself to be an inhibited person or particularly shy, but i am an introvert and felt it was a very personal act.

i still feel that way, to a certain extent, but so many have viewed that page it seems less horrifying to me now. Also i think it shows my further submission to Master's will and greater comprehension of His ability to display His property in any manner that pleases Him. He has been using my mouth almost exclusively for the last week or so. i have been given the gift of a massive amount of Master's cum and it brings me great joy to be allowed the privilege of offering this service to my Owner. He has never stopped my almost nightly cock training, as that was one of His first goals for His slave. He wished for it to be my most natural state to have His cock in my mouth, both for His pleasure, but also for my comfort and a rock hard reminder of my slavery.

Master places my night collar on and attaches the leather leash that i sleep with every night. Sometimes i am told "sleep" and try, try, try to do as ordered. Other times i may hear the command "Cock" or "Down" and i know i will sleep well that night! What i do not know is what Master plans to do with His cock slave. He is usually on His back and places a pillow to support my head. He then either places His cock in my mouth Himself, after rubbing it over my face, or allows me the privilege of taking Him with my lips. i am NEVER allowed to begin sucking vigorously in bed. This is a time for meditation and relaxation and intimacy for U/us both. i can feel the tension flowing from Master's body and the energy coursing through mine. i roll my tongue all around the beautiful shaft and caress it ever so gently with my lips. i apply varying amounts of suction and massage His cock with my mouth. He may or may not decide this pleases Him. i may feel Him take my hair into His hand and hold me deeper onto His shaft or He may decide i will not be allowed this privilege and He will hold my hair with a command of "STILL". i am well trained and know these commands are immediate. If i give perfect obedience, i will be allowed to continue with my joy. If not, the cock is removed from my mouth, sometimes with a small smack if i am noncompliant. This has been extremely effective training. In this regard Master is completely consistent. i have come to accept access to His cock as a complete privilege not to be taken for granted. This service brings me a joy that i find difficult to put into words.

i may drift off to sleep with Him cradled in my mouth, only to be awakened from a restful slumber and raised off of my Master's cock. Other times He decides He wishes to fuck my throat and moves me by my hair in a manner that indicates i will be allowed further privilege. i am allowed to begin moving in a more vigorous manner and enjoying the hardness within my mouth. This can last a very long time and i drift into a joyous state of true worship as i service my Owners engorged cock. He has learned that if He turns me onto my side it allows Him extremely deep access into my throat. This has been my gift several times this week. Master will fuck my mouth and throat for ages. He will tease me and play with me, as He knows how i live to taste His cum. When He is almost ready to explode, He will grasp my hair firmly and force me to stop. No whimpering allowed. i am now trained to wait..with my heart beating so rapidly i think it will explode in my chest!! After He takes a bit of time to catch His breathe, He begins pounding into my throat once again. When He finally decides to release His delicious cum into me, i sometimes think i will drown on the amount He expels deep into my throat. i try to release myself from His cock ramming down my throat so i can swallow. This is His newest training. Slave is being trained to swallow a mass of cum with a huge cock rammed down my throat. He will not allow His cock to be removed from my mouth until He is completely soft again and my breathing is completely returned to normal.

As soon as i can speak again, i immediately thank Master for the honor and privilege of drinking His cum and thank Him for fucking my mouth. Sometimes i am so happy i think i will cry with joy, other times i am so blissed out it all seems like a wonderful dream. When Master draws His slave to His arms and says those words i live to hear "MY GOOD GIRL" my heart soars. With His strong arms surrounding me, i drift off into tranquil sleep.

Thank You, Master, for this wonderful training. i cherish the honor and privilege of worshiping Your cock and appreciate You teaching me to respect it.