
Master just left on His bike with the warning: "Post something today or I will post some pictures."
Since i have not been posting i find my innate "shyness" has returned, and i am somewhat reluctant to see my private bits front and center on His blog. i am sure He will remove that reluctance soon as it is His wish i remain "humble".
i can offer W/we are both well and more committed to 24/7 slavery than ever. For me it has been largely accepting that my Owner is truly dedicated to Ownership, both sexually and psychologically. Also, a huge break thru came when i was finally able to accept i was not going to be released, replaced or "disowned". Unfortunately for Him, this acceptance came on the heels of some rather serious testing. MJ stood the challenge, with mostly good grace and always faithfulness to His beliefs and personal values. Slavery here means "His Way". So simple. It makes life rather simple when i accept and live with that same value always foremost in my mind.
It was a lot of letting go of my personal fantasies and expectations of what slavery would look like for U/us and feel like for me. i can say i do feel totally Owned and well Used. Both were very important to me. i do not have the sense of Control i might hope for, but He obviously feels what exists is sufficient for His needs and desire to maintain. i do understand being "Master" is a full time job and can be very emotionally and physically demanding.
With security and more casual time together i find my demands are less frequent. i often find myself pleasantly suprised with what develops...or not...but always live with the understanding that what "IS" is as He wishes or i would be redirected, corrected or punished. It has been quite sometime since i have earned a real punishment. My beatings are all for my Master's pleasure and i find my own joy in knowing i am being used as He wishes.

He continues to take His pleasure as He sees fit and make good use of all of His slave's holes. Using my ass gives Him great pleasure. i find i am more able to take His huge cock with the knowledge it pleases Him to use me so. It allows my mind to order my body to open for Him. He has learned lube is good and doesn't reduce His pleasure. i find it extremely exciting when He chooses to bind, beat and use me anally. i find my mind imagining how it must look to Him to see His shaft stretching His slave's asshole open and disappearing deep into her body until it is buried. He has a way of demanding i acknowledge my consent to this treatment and while i find it very humbling, i also know i speak the truth when i respond: "yes, Master, i do want your cock deep in my ass. Thank You for using me and allowing me to please You."

So much time is spent in domestic duties and work outside the home i find it challenging to blog as much as i used to because i originally used the blog as a method of communicating with MJ as well as sorting out many issues which challenged me. My challenges are fewer and more internal, or seemingly not universal, so i avoid writing.....plus this slave has discovered Ebay...ouch.
Thanks for sharing our journey.











